A Brand New Year

I have been meaning to post this blog when it was actually around the New Year, but I was so busy studying and preparing for my NCLEX, which paid off because I passed! So here you have it!
Around New Year's day I always contemplate the concept of resolutions. Some believe in them and some do not....For some people, a resolution my evoke unrealistic expectations foredoomed to failure and self-loating: ie I vow to work out every day this year...or I will loose 10 pounds...or only eat food that is healthy. For me, I am on the fence about resolutions. I can say I love the dreams and possibilities of them, to plan, plot, grow! If I were to make an attempt at making a few resolutions this year they would be:
1. Travel More
The world if full beauty, whether it's found in people, culture, scenery, art, and I want to experience it. It's not an easy feat these days with the economy the way it is and prices of airfare, lodging and gas rising. But it can be done! I just have to save a little more and work harder. Besides, I enjoy a challenge!
2. Slow Down
I recently read a Bible verse from Psalm 27:8 that read, "My heart has heart you say, 'Come and talk with me.' And my heart responds, 'Lord, I am coming.'" I confess that it is so tempting to jump on the fast-paced bandwagon of our culture. Drink another Red Bull, have another latte. Do more, be more, get more done! This is essentially how most of us survive every holiday season and family gathering. The problem, aside from the obvious exhaustion of it all, is that is robs me of my spiritual sensitivity and being a compassionate wife, sister, daughter and friend. I want to trade the rush, rush, rush for rest, breathe, pray. Which leads me to my final resolution....
3. Enjoy Today
This is a recurring struggle for me. I am goal-driven and a perfectionist as you might know. In part, I love this about myself because I see the world as brimming with possibilities, and I believe God gave us the ability to manifest an amazing life. Sometimes, though, I live so much in the future and what will be, that I don't enjoy today. Like asking my husband when we are going to have kids and start a family? Or having to always put things away and have a spotless house 'in case' someone spontaneously desides to come over. I'm trying to savor the sweetness of this moment, rather than be fixated on decisions that will bring joy tomorrow, instead of today.
So, wherever this turn of the year finds you, I hope you find it filled with joy and happiness and possibility! Happy New Year!
Sara